Day 54 & 55 on WW......

SATURDAY/SUNDAY:

Ok, lets go back to Friday night, well more late afternoon - I had the most horrific pain I have experienced in years, in my hand where the ruptured tendon end is sitting, must have been by a nerve or something, for about 5 hours, every couple of minutes it would spasm and OMG it had me in tears and swearing, it would last anything from a minute to 5 minutes, then I would have a small break and it would happen again. I have not felt this type of pain since I got first diagnosed with CRPS (Complex Regional Pain Syndrome). I have no idea what started it, it stopped about 5 hours later as quick as it started. It took so much out of me, and I hope to god it never happens again. 

Saturday morning I had a client, I was beginning to think I might have had to postpone, but like I said it had stopped as quick as it started. It happened a couple more times on Saturday but only lasted 1 or 2 spasms. I have no idea what caused this like I said, but am wondering if I am overdoing it.......

Today is Sunday and I was planning on the gym, but to be honest I just wasn't having it.... it is wet and miserable outside.

Steph my daughter stayed last night, she is heading off to Auckland in 4 weeks, she has had a stressful 6 months and really needs to have a fresh start, and the time for her to move is now, as everything has fallen into place. She will be living in her Dads house with her twin brother and another flatmate. Her Dad doesn't live there anymore, he has moved further up North. Its been nice having her live so close all these years and I am going to miss her, but she is only going to be about a 3 hour drive away. Like I said to her, if it doesn't work out, she has nothing really to lose, she can come back here anytime. 

Have my CT Scan tomorrow morning, then have my specialist appointment June 10th, still a long way away but time is going to so fast, it will be here before I know it. We have decided to stay with the Tauranga doctor, rather than the Hamilton one, just for the reasons Tauranga is less than an hour away, and he is a hand surgeon specialist.

So thats whats been happening with me over the last 48 hours or so.